total minutes at school today

10.

sweeeeeet.

love drunk

i loooove looooove loooove mrs. robledo. she plans the most bomb digg weddings ever! or parties just in general.

mrs. robledo's crazy masterpiece centerpiece. we won that shit and took it home.

weddings. naughty naughty.

mom never has her eyes open for pictures.

take 1

take 2

take 3 [some success]

and take 4. [better but eh.]

the only reason she took the picture with me was because i said we were gonna send it to my brother. if i didnt say that, these pictures wouldnt be here. proof my mom doesnt love me.

jk my friends, jk.

krystian and the jr. jr. bridesmaid/flower girl. hooowww cute!

best drunk dancer EVER! and i find him to be very attractive. like super attractive. and i have always found him to be like that. too bad hes just like a big brother to me :[

mrs. Q! my grandmama! shes too cute

she had one too many drinks that night. but who didnt?

today i got new tires for my car. feels really different. and im really excited for next weekend cause saturday night is mmy cousin nikkis sweet 16. thats not the exciting part. after the party, my mom is letting me be home alone on a saturday night. its gonna be bomb digg. then omg SPRING BREAK! i think. but im pretty sure it is. and im pretty sure that means i will be at the beache everyday. not like i already am, but itll be bomb digg. i hate that feeling when you feel like youre gonna get really sick. its the worst.

drunk

wow. im broke.

and i still need to pay for half of tahiti. shiiiiiitt.



weddings are crazy to say the least. i dont know what it is about them, but they get crazy. thank god it was a close family friend wedding. they know me so they wont judge me.


but im not gonna lie, drinking with your former kindergarten teacher is kinda weird. yea.

greys

thursday night. usually theres lot to say about the week. but this week has been blah. nothing at all. maybe its just me i dont know. anything that could go wrong quiet possibly did. but i have learned quiet a bit from this week:

1. starbucks 9866 sucks ass! and since all of the cool kids [including me] have decided it was time to call it quits, the store is screwed.
2. i need to find a new job before quitting cause my mom would shoot me.

3. greys is bomb digg to watch with kim carb cause she catches the littlest things.

4. cleaning is not fun.

5. my high school BFFs are always there no matter what happens. they are the true meaning of BFF and i love them o so much.

6. i hate kids [nothhing new]

7. im ready to just bounce and go to tahiti.

8. im gonna wear a dress on saturday to a wedding. weird right?

9. im kinda excited about number 8

10. life is starting to be too much

11. i found out i can basically bs my way through my english class

12. too bad im allergic to bs.

13. allergies are far from fun

14. if you have a nose piercing, you cannot, i repeat CANNOT, blow air through that little hole. its kinda impossible.

15. my car is gay.

16. i need to get away.

17. like really.


that was a good list. yea. my eyes are tired and i need to get ready for a really long and tiring day at work tomorrow. i can just feel it. sarah opens i believe. uugggghhhhh. i should just kill myself. save myself the grief.

clueless

soooooo its been intresting. boring i must admit, but interesting.

i am now convinced that grandpa is gonna make jello for me and scar cause he recognized us and waved at us in the hallway.

my future killer. his shirt was a pro-communism shirt. his name is dirty all night club boy. not a fan.

mama dearest gets her locks done too.

sunday nights. featuring MISS DISNEY! in the flesh

guada-la habra batting cages. i oculd have sworn the last time i checked, i didnt have kids. and i didnt play baseball. damn nate and his sports.


while my brother plays benchwarmers with his friends.....

i take pictures

we go waaayyy back son. that hoe copied my birthday party.

kinda sad. i officially have a starbucks problem. what makes it even more sad, i work there. but it has its perks. 30% off. sooo it works

on sundizzle, i went to my dads house. its in west co. and its orange. and it has my dream driveway [ok well a mini version of my dream driveway] and i plan to escape from the world and go there when needed. aaannnnd, kansas. dorthy's going home. i hope. spring break? no road trip with the babies cause my mom said no. but shes thinking of either flying me over there
to spend time with my sister in law or fly all 3 of them over to killa cali to spend time with us. its still up in the air, but they need to choose asap.

greys party

my house

thursday

im pretty sure you know the time.

suggestion

get a life.


this week has been ehhh. whatever. nothing special. angry week? i think so. break it down now...

monday: i actually went to oceanography
didnt go to photo, so went to the beach. went to 2 different starbucks sbux #1 saw my managers boyfriend. weird. sbux #2 saw my old manager jerrod! haha. then went to grandpas house then bllaaahhh
tuesday; went to english and my teacher was a bitch. but who isnt? then didnt go to anthro. cut my mother fuckin hair. almost cried. went to work. almost killed someone. super angry.
wed: slept through ocean. went to starbucks [my starbucks] and it was like a party! me kim! ashley and all the kids on the floor. it was cool. after went to granpas house bymyself cause scars a hoe! then i dont really remember what i did so yea. o yea went to islands with nicole chang! and mon. nicole chang. shes funny. "im emo." yea ok nicole chang say it any more preppy can you?


today: went to english. that damn hoe cancelled. the day im actualy ready early, leave my house early and shiet. and i would get pulled over. by a po po zao. i swear he was a nazi. 3 different cars within 5 minutes. hate him.. but it wasnt for anythin bad so its ok. i guess. went to work and did absolutely nothing to prove my point of how much i do and how little that other hoe does. yea i felt bad but they need to see. and decided to go job hunting so i can limit my time at starbucks.....then noww im home.

this grandpa was a bitch and hogged all the comfy chairs. jsut to sleep. honestly, go home and use a bed. thats really mean. jk grandpa of the chairs.

oo yea! congrats to chasta bing the new miss anaheim.

waiting for greys to be online. so i believe im gonna do the following:
1. clean my bed so i dont have to bundle in a corner of it to sleep.
2. change my nose stud [ i just did it and it was pretty painful. more than i thought]
3. paint my nails
4. dance on my bed to celebrate the up coming weekend that consist of absoulutely no work!
5. read possibly [highly doubt that]
6. ooo burn my joss stone cd for the car [p.s. shes bomb diggg!]
7. watch greys at 2 am.

im looking forward to amy and sarah on saturday. ii like them. bff time! love it. and um. yea. l.o.v.e. y.o.u. hopin you could spend the niggghhtttt.

When Worlds Collide

RED and gold. an amazing event it is. went twice this year. hands down i believe nikkis dance was the BEST. and red should have gotten overall in my opinion. but, its red and gold. you never know the outcome of it.

the red aviators

the gold racecar drivers

it was fun. watching it all made me miss it. the fun, the dancing, the atnticipation of it all, the competitiveness, everything. dancing like a stripper on stage. you know. steph wong! i saw her last night. we were talking about it. the only thing we dont miss about red and gold is all the stress. poor nikki. she was stressing out before last nights performance. awww. she worked really hard and i give her a high five for that. and joann...her frontdrop was bomb digggg. and all the girls did amazing. both red and gold. awww. well, heres to nikkis week [or year] of grieving. too bad i still dont go to rosary cause then i wouldnt have school tomorrow. damn college.

i bought both nikki and noelle a rose for each of them. fackin $16. $8 each! damn there goes $16 that i wont be using for tahiti. but it was worth it :]

hospitals are no place for babies

especially really far hospitals where i cant visit bubba! awww he was in the hospital yesterday. it made me really sad. i got home and was gonna take a nap for an hour and go to the gym but i got a call from my mom saying baby bast was in the hospital. according to her, he had a really really high fever. sad or what? pooor thing. since my brother left, bubba has been getting sick. we all think it has something to do with his attatchment to my brother and my brother not being here is affecting bubba. poor thing. they gave him a couple of shots to make him better. aww it makes me really sad :[my 2 favorite boys EVER.

OK i dont know why i have this picture....im not gonna lie, it was funny. i was sitting at starbucks and they were like holding hands. i dont know why i found it so amuzing....

tonight my bed time is 830. and thats pushing it. i open tomorrow. i hate opening. with a passion. ugh. and with sarah [asm sarah] ok well duhhh. i cant open with myself aand im pretty sure i dont spell my name with an h. and i have never been and never will be an asm for starbucks. but i dont know why we still call her asm sarah. she is store manager now. so i believe it would be appropriate to call her sm sarah. or manager. or somethiiinn. ok little off subject. back to opening. sarah and robin. not a big fan of either of them. but then BIANCA! is gonna work drive with me! woop woop! then i dont know who else but yeeee.....then red and gold. wow. red and gold. haha they cant have sleepovers anymore. my class most likely ruined it. AHAHAHAHA suckas! then im gonna crash! o yeeaaa tomorrow! is PAYDAYEEZZZZYYY! damn i really need money in the bank. like for reals.

tahiti is putting the biggest hole in my pocket. but itll be worth it :]

reme reme and gangster gangersters

this week has been pretty chill so far. yea.

scar scar s was really really sad. it made me sad. yea

yea. sad sad sad. soo today we went to the beach. not once but twice! hooorrraay!

picking shells

freshly made sand

ya nasty

shells for mich miCHL

gangster girls disturbing the peace on granparents beach

cholas

our new game-reme reme. you slide down the great wall of sunset.

shut up brain

ugh my life. my life my life my life. my brain needs to shut up. so now, i must blog about something. caause its bothering me. sooooo if i must here i go.....

so say you have a friend. they are your best friend. you guys are super close. like inseperable. and everyone knows that you guys are best friends.you do everything together. you have so many fun memories. at one point, not talking or seeing each other for like 1 week was crazy. you missed each other like there was no tomorrow. your best friend does something that pisses you off and you talk to them about it. you guys pretty much get over it. but your biggest fear is that nothing will ever be the same. the way it uesd to be. and its tre. once you confroted your friend, you guys talked, but drifted. you guys never know whats going on in each ithers life. you have no clue. not seeing each others for weeks and days has become the norm. it is in a way no longer important to share every detail with your best friend. but you both dont see the drifting until someone mentions it to one of you. that is whats going on. i was the one that got told. i was the one someone mentioned that me and my friend werent as close as we were before. at first i just blamed it on different things: we live far from each other, we dont go to the same school, we both are always busy. but the person that told me mentioned practices and how we always see each other there but we arent as close as before. and that is what set off the bomb in my brain. i never really realized it. and if i did, i kinda left it. it didnt really matter. and now its bothering me like crazy. my bff and i arent as close as we were before. and im not gonna lie, i kinda miss that. truly one of the most valuable friendships in my life. she knows everything. and i opened up to her. and if you know me i dont open up easily. i just...dont know. the thing is, i want to get away. im not saying i want to get away from my friend dont get me wrong i love her to death. but leaving what i have in a way is an escape. i think imm ready to just go. im done with this whole home deal. ive been wanting to get away for a while. leaving everything i have and starting over. new friends and new atmosphere. its hard. life is hard. complainer or what? im just tired of...this. the norm. the college experience that im not getting. what im getting is basically a public high school....go to school then go home. home where your parents and sibilings are. bring or what. i envy my friends that are actually getting the college experience:dorm rooms, roommates, big lecture classes, parties, sororities, etc. etc. i want to get away now. i cant wait for hawaii. hawaii. paradise for school. ill be on my own. ill be missing a lot after i leave but its away.

"life is a school for angels. love is the the teacher,so do your homework without fear. death is merely graduation"