R.I.P.

well, its been 3 long, tiring, and differnt years. 3 years today. dang where has time gone? i never ever thought any of the anniverseries would hit me this hard. for some reason, this one has hit me the hardest. i dont know why. probably cause of all the shit i have been going through with my mom. it kinda feels like i have lost a lot of my family. never really had my dad around, today's my stepdad's anniversary, my mom and i are fighting, my brother is in iraq, the littles lead a life of their own, and school and work takeover my life. and add tahiti into the mix. it makes a perfect disaster. i dont know how to deal right now. i feel so.....useless? i dont know if thats right. more like out of place. yea. im uncomfortable at my home home, i would never ever bw able to stand being at my dads hoouse for more than a couple of hours, and i feel like a burden when i spend my life at friends houses. i gueess thats life. at work, JF and i were talking and i concluded if i had the money and stuff, i would be living on my own in my own place and all. damn high living cost. ugh.


well, all i can say is i miss you carl. i could really use you in my life right now. yea.

viva las vegas

went to las vegas this past weekend. spent 1 night at my own house this whole past week. and i didnt take any pictures. great.


smile for me pussycat.

finals schminals

well a lots happened. school is basically over. thank the lord. (wow that sounded like a becky thing to say, but i swear i didnt say it like her. but that doesnt me i dont love the big man upstairs. j.c. is my homeboy :])

thats besides the point.

gots tons to do:

-read the fucking sambia book [its pretty interesting i might add]

-read/study for my anthro final [tomorow]

-study for all my other classes

-find a quiet place to study

-get my laptop to start working

-move out

ugh my life this house. the people in it swear. ok so i sont really mean the last thing but i sure wish i could. it would be impossible for me to move out. unless i lived in a cardboard box, then it might work.

happy really really late mothers day!

she found all of MY coloring books.

im teaching her how to drive early.

o bubba. what a fat boy.

the woo house of torture.

thanks for excluding me from the picture family

cinco de drinko

i know its a little late, but cinco de drinko was bomb. thanks to none other than joyce.


sunday was the little woo's birthday. we went to the beach of course.


scar and i would ditch photo on monday to go to the beach.


and today was 'let annoy sara' day. i swear.





this blog is the product of my procrastination. thank you very much.

happy birfdizzle little one

my lil man





















crazy kids


















these girls. they swear. modeling on the beach. pshhh.
















you know your from oklahoma when......

ok here it goes

bubba

i just thought this was cool

the ticket for my wii. the LAST one

my lil man

this whole article talked about the sports injuries you ccould get. from a wii....

borat?

apparently a big fan of borat

filled with love

the line i stood in fro my fuckin wiiiiiii

mama and bubba

we like to see his 'about to cry' face

he likes lemons

kansas to california=helll

finally in sunny california

p.s. the INTERNATIONAL kansas city aiport. nothing compared to lax

happy feet

my bff from kansas

well, i have just been enjoying the babies and errthing. they are bomb. haydin, so cute. bubba. omg. cherie. bomb. life now couldnt be better. well it could but im being optimistic

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