Sexy Can I?

1. I've been bitten. By the lovebug again.

2. That was really gay

3. Need I say more?!

4. N.E.R.D tomorrow on Jimmy Kimmel!

(shout out to Jenna for being bombies and letting me go to work late :D)

(love ya girl! and you Silas!)

Omg. These Elections Are Taking Over The World

In a good way of course. Everytime I get online, there is a new video that has to do with the elections. Get out and vote!

Obama on the left
McCain on the right
We can talk politics all night
And you can vote however you like
You can vote however you like, yeah

Democratic left
Republican right
November 4th we decide
And you can vote however you like
You can vote however you like, yeah

(McCain supporters)
McCain is the man
Fought for us in Vietnam
You know if anyone can
Help our country he can
Taxes droppin low
Dont you know oils gonna flow
Drill it low
I'll show our economy will grow

McCain's the best candidate
With Palin as his running mate
They'll fight for gun rights, pro life,
The conservative right
Our future is bright
Better economy in site
And all the world will feel our military might

(Obama supporters)
But McCain and Bush are real close right
They vote alike and keep it tight
Obama's new, he's younger too
The Middle Class he will help you
He'll bring a change, he's got the brains
McCain and Bush are just the same
You are to blame, Iraq's a shame
Four more years would be insane

Lower your Taxes - you know Obama Won't
PROTECT THE LOWER CLASS - You know McCain won't!
Have enough experience - you know that they don't
STOP GLOBAL WARMING - you know that you won't

I want Obama
FORGET OBAMA
Stick with McCain and you're going to have some drama
We need it
HE'LL BRING IT
He'll be it
YOU'LL SEE IT
We'll do it
GET TO IT
Let's move it
DO IT!

Obama on the left
McCain on the right
We can talk politics all night
And you can vote however you like
You can vote however you like, yeah

Democratic left
Republican right
November 4th we decide
And you can vote however you like, I said
You can vote however you like, yeah

I'm talking big pipe lines, and low gas prices
Below $2.00 that would be nice

But to do it right we gotta start today
Finding renewable ways that are here to stay

I want Obama
FORGET OBAMA,
Stick wit McCain you gone have some drama
MORE WAR IN IRAQ
Iran he will attack
CAN'T BRING OUR TROOPS BACK
We gotta vote Barack!

Obama on the left
McCain on the right
We can talk politics all night
And you can vote however you like, I said
You can vote however you like, yeah

Democratic left
Republican right
November 4th we decide
And you can vote however you like, I said
You can vote however you like, yeah

PERRRFFFFFF!!!!

I lost my ATM card.

Perfff!

It's ok though. Usually, I would be hella mad and angry

at the world for letting such a tragedy hit my life.

But whatever. I'm ok with it.

Vote or Die

Just do it!

So It Begins

After a day of one class, missing my second class after successfully finishing my homework and sitting inf front of the toilet, this is what it feels like.

This poor little girl. I feel your pain. I really don't know what it up with my body.

But I don't appreciate it. That's for sure.

I haven't been really sick in a long time. But today, I am.

And now I need to go to work and work for almost 5 hours

because even if I did want to call out, I doubt anyof those effers

would take my shift. -___-

Story of my life.

Kristy and I are still not talking and I don't know how llong this will go on.

It's sad to say the least. I miss her "tety" and "you're my favorite"s.

Sickly Sara.

p.s. John Legend's Evolver came out today. =]

Get it Boo

What Joy Thinks Of Me

Oct 28, 2008 12:58 PM
Subject: Borrego...Prop 8
" I think borrego pulled out all the "yes on prop 8" signs down Valley View.


Anyways everyone should destroy those signs, so do your part!!!!
















a message brought to you by me.


vote no on prop 8"

How I love Joy. VOTE NO ON PROP. 8! Don't take away peoples rights.

p.s. if I had time, and there was no penalty, I probably would rip down all those signs.

H8ers! Prop. H8te! Vot NO NO NO NO NO!!! I want my gay best friends/ lesbian best friends to have the same right to get married as I do.

I Love It

Saaaan Diego

So I came down to San Diego yesterday to see Nikki cause I hadn't see her in ages. And yea, I missed her. Don't judge me. We went to Target for a long time. Then we went to the area in downtown know as Gaslamp. If you ask me, seems like somewhere there would be whorehouses and stuff. Shady. But it's just the "hip" part of town. Lots of college students and lots of military boys. We went to Bucca's for din din and we came back to the dorm cause we were both tired.  from driving, Nikki from....I don't really know. It was a nice visit to say the least. 

The news came yesterday that......IT'S A BOOOOYYYYY! Yenna and Matt Fell are having a baby boy! I would put a picture up, but i'm not very macbook savvy so yea. But congratulations to the mommmy and daddyyyy! You guys get a high five!!!!!!!!!!

So nothing much else. Nikk's still asleep and  need to go to the bathroom but i'm shy and don't want to walk out into the hallways and have all those girls look at me like "who is she?" And I should be leaving soon. 3 at the latest. I have a birthday party to go to later and work -_- story of my life. 

I'll post pictures later. byeeeee.

In The Words Of Perezzers...

Slutty Cyrus made a fool of herself on Ryan Seacrest today. Dumb. Ryan Seacrest Read "Twilight" to his listeners. And my morning has revolved around Ryan Seacrest. http://www.kiisfm.com/cc-common/mediaplayer/player.html?redir=yes&mps=ryan.php&mid=http://a1135.g.akamai.net/f/1135/24935/1h/cchannel.download.akamai.com/24935/842/richmedia/MILEYCYRUS102308.mp3?CCOMRRMID=20977568&CPROG=RICHMEDIA&MARKET=LOSANGELES-CA&NG_FORMAT=chrrhythmic&NG_ID=kiis102fm&OR_NEWSFORMAT=chr&OWNER=842&SERVER_NAME=www.kiisfm.com&SITE_ID=842&STATION_ID=KIIS-FM&TRACK=Miley#

What a slut! She is dumb. O Miley. I hope you enjoy this.



So, i've had papers galore to write and test and school is just taking over my life. This is the most overwhelmed I have ever been since i've been in school! Not once in high school or in the past 2 years of college have I been so stressed. Dumb.

I like this picture. Because Starbucks screws me over. I just noticed that I never got the raise I was supposed to get after my review... IN SEPTEMBER. I'm not happy to say the least -_- So now I have to go through talking with Sarah and whatnot so I can get my raise and stuff. Unfair.

Let Down

So, Jesse McCartney was a bust. But it's all good. I got the night off, so whatev.

I have so much school work to do for the next couple of days yet I still find myself un-motivated and not wanting to do it. I'm so restless and just want to sleep. But I continue to do what I need to do. I need to get out of here!!!!

Hopefully you are capable of doing your school work. Good luck.

Do me a favor, Vote No on Prop. 8. Equal rights for all. If you vote yes, I will find you and slice your head off. I'm dead serious about that too.

Let It Rain

Totally Checking him out tonight. Don't be jealous.

I probably shouldn't go being that I have 3 papers to write and a test tomorrow. O well. I'd rather walk it out with this little boy. Ahahaahahahahaaa!

Happiness Is A Warm Gun

So this is what happiness feels like.

These past couple of weeks have been very emotional. Not just these past couple of weeks, but these last couple of years. Everythingin my life seemed to be crashing down on me and there was no way to make it stop. Things in my world kept caving in and there was no way I could stop it. I tried to stay positive, but failed each time and reminded of how awful things were. All that changed during these past 2 weeks.

Nikki and I are like BFF's like no other pair of BFF's. Our relationship is indescribable. We may not have been obvious to everyone, but we had been fighting this whole year. Last weekend, we finally cleared that up. I got everything off my chest and it felt good. She told me to clear everything that had hurt me or made me mad in my life so I could finally be happy. She was the first step. This past week, I had been doing different things. I've been happier, but I knew I could be happier than I was.

Today, I went to talk to Albert. It was an emotional talk, but it needed to be done. There was no more avaoiding it. I was tired of it. So we finally talked and I put everything out on the table. And, I survived. It was hard thouugh (thats what she said) and hella scary. I was nervous, scared, and about to shit my pants honestly. But after it was all said and done, I still felt like crap. I started driving away and headed to Starbs to visit Jenna and talk to her. Halfway thereNikki had texted me asking how I felt after and thats when I realized, Damn I feel really good. And after sucha a talk, that is basically all you can feel. I got everything off my chest, cleared everything up, let my feelings show, talked, and showed emotion in front of Albert. That is something I have never done. And I am still in shock that I did it. It's amazing, simply amazing how much I have grown in a couple of weeks. I guess your twenties open your eyes.

Well that's all the happenings of today. I looked at potential schools to transfer to yesterday. It was a weird feeling honestly. I'm looking at schools up north- Nor Cal. What Up ??? I don't know the area codes, so we'll just wait til I decide for the shout out to my new area code ;)

Be Happy :)

Day's Off Are Rare

Today was my first day off of everything in a long time. No school and no work today. A glorious morning it was.

1. I got to sleep in until 10. For all you other folk out there that get to sleep in on the daily, this is really late for me. But it was the most glorious morning ever because I knew I had no where to be today. It was a nice feeling.

2. It was pay-day. Need I say more.

So I went and picked up my check and headed to the mall. We all know I am not one to just go shopping and waste my money. I needed foundation cause mine was pretty much out. So I debated whether to order it online or just go and get it right away. I went to the mall and remembered that I had a Macy's gift card, so I went to Macy's to check if they had MAC. This is where the fun starts.

I'm walking around the cosmetics department and I see Clinique, Dior, etc etc. Urban Decay, but no MAC. So I am about to head for the door and one of those other counters has people launching a new make-up line. Benefit San Francisco. Well, the artist that approached me was a boy, and of course, gay. We know how I feel about gay boys. So when he offered to put make-up on me, my heart skipped a beat. I was really happy! So he put make-up on me and he was talking about the benefits of that make-up and how MAC is bad for your skin. His name was Wes by the way. Well, I decided to just buy that make-up cause it felt really good on me. So I left Macy's spending 50-something dollars. Thanks Wes. I want him to be my new BFF.

So after that, I had lunch with Jack Torr and we talked over lunch. We went to H&M and Forever. There was this REALLY cute dress at Forever that I wanted to buy so badly, but I have no where to go to wear it to =[ But no more spending for me. Jack Torr baked today so I got some brownies from her and then I headed home.

While drivign around today, I saw countless McCain/Palin stickers on cars. And everytime I saw one, I would scream inside. And also those Yes on Prop. 8 stickers and signs make me sooo angry. I have been getting very political these past coupke of days and we all know I am not the type to get political or care about politics. Jack and I were talking about how McCain makes us mad and I decided that I should wear my Obama shirts everyday. O and when I was at the mall in Beachworks, these guys came in and were looking for Obama shirts. They said that they might as well buy the shirts cause he is gonna win. Amen.

Ihope you enjoy this as much as I did =]

In Case You Missed It

It's an hour and a half worth of sitting in front of your computer. But if you have the time, feel free to watch. Honestly, McCain told me nothing. He just bashed on Obama's plans the whole time. Dumb.

So yesterday I was on Perezhilton.com (of course) and there was an entry labeled "How Ignorant!" and it was a video so I decided to watch it. It may seem kinda weird that I get a lot of my political news from Perezers, but at least I get it. Well anyways, it was a video from a rally in Ohio that was for Sarah Palin. We all know how I feel about her. Well, the news cast that was reporting was Al-Jazeera. It goes on about basically how ignorant and stupid people can be! It made me sooo mad. There was a woman that said "Obama is black. If he wins, the blacks are going to take over." REALLLY?!?!?!?!!!!!!! And then another man said n*gger when referring to Obama. They called him a terrorist and everything all based on his skin color and his religiously refrenced name. It just goes to show how ignorant and dumb people are and how much our country has NOT grown since the Civil Rights movement. You need to check this out for yourself :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRqcfqiXCX0 I hope you are as P.O.'d about this as I am.

Anyways, now to my life. I closed with Yenna and April last night. Milk exploded in Aprils face. I laughed a lot. Tonie came to visit Yenna and it was an all around good night even though I wasn't feeling good. My man was there all night. And my best friend Joy came too! (Hi joy! :D) Nothing great really. O so I ended up not writing my paper for my anthro class. Haha. Story of my life. But my teacher gave those who did not turn in the paper on time an option of turning in up until next Wednesday. I will only be marked down a letter grade. So my paper needs to be an A paper in order to get a B. So thats good in some sense.

I didn't go to class today (obviously) because I woke up at 7:45. I thought about going late but voted against it cause the oppurtunity cost was low. Dumb, i'm using economics. So i'm sitting here writing this blog debating on what to do until 12:30 when my next class starts. I don't want to stay home.

Yenna gets her ultrasound today!!!!!! Yay for baby Fell! (Pharella Chris Brown Fell)

Obama!

See more Hayden Panettiere videos at Funny or Die

I did't even know she was funny

People Usually Drive Through Drive-Thrus, Not Walk

Call me crazy, but the last time I checked, walking through the drive-thru at Jack in the Box is not good. It's not even really that safe. What was that crazy mexican man thinking?! I could have easily ran him over. And I was actually really pissed because he just decided to walk up to the window right in front of my car! It was my turn to get my order and BAM! A mexican appears and gets a smoothie. I was not happy to say the least.

Today was the realease/announcements of some great things.
1. The new MacBook was introduced. According to Perezhilton.com, they are actually onsale today, Oct. 15. They are a tad bit more expensive than the previous MacBooks but i'm sure it is well worth it. There's all new technology and what not. Maybe i'll eventually get on for realisies this time.

2. Indiana Jones came out on DVD. Even though the thought of this movie makes me think of Rene, I love love love looovvveee this move. I'm not much of an Indiana Jones fan honestly. I don't really recall watching any of the other movies but I loved this movie. And to make it better, Shia LaBeouf is in it. Sexxyyyy.

Well, I still have not started my paper. And I am really thinking about not doing it. But I must.

Tonight I worked with Alex and Matt. It was nice. Matt took one of those 5 hour energy drinks you see on t.v. He was crazy. Uncontrolable almost. It was funny to say the least. My bootime came in and....he shaved his beard!!! I know this sounds super lame that I am talking about him, but whatever. Anyways, he looked way different but still cute ;) I called Michelle cause I was shy and needed to do something while I was on my ten. So then he left. And I was sad until this really hot guy came through drive and Matt (aka Skittles) and I fought over whether we thought the guy was gay or straight. I think straight. But you never know. So I am going to get under the blankets cause it's hella cold. I'll probably just wake up early and write my paper in the morning. Peace.

R.I.P

Tonies old camera and my bank account :'( You will be missed.

I bought Tonie a new camera with my birthday money. I am secretly hoping she says "O mija, you didn't have to. You can keep the camera you bought cause it's your birthday money." But I really doubt she will say that. But one can wish!

All my money went to that camera and paying lots of bills. Ok well just my credit card bills. I am learning that when I got credit cards, I should have been more responsible paying them. Mhmm I learned the hard way. And with our crappy economy at hand, I will probably never pay off my cards until I am 65 years old. Thank you Premier Bush. -__-

I am still putting my paper aside. I am going to clean my room, my car and take a nap before work. No, I am not going to start my paper. I will start that after I get out of the shower after work. By that time, I know I will be hella tired, but I will for sure get it done. Story of my lifffeeee!

Kanyeezy Fo Sheezzy

Late last night, Nikki texted me and told me about Kanye at the Jimmy Kimmel show that is being taped tonight. Sad or what. I always work. But anyways, she was gonna go, But from the looks of it, and from what she told me, she isn't going anymore. Bummer. Thats a pretty big deal watching Kanye West perform. Even though it would boost his ego even more. Don't get me wrong, his musi is great but he is a little too big headed for me. But I guess, whatever it takes to make great music? O Kanye.





Well I went to class this morning on time. For once in my life I was on time for my econ class. I am rarely ever on time for that class. Well, it was a really really exceptionally boring class today. freaking lady was not prepared for class. She didn't have a powerpoint for this chapter so she was basically reading the book to us. I mean, i'm usually ok with that but she does not know how to teach without her powerpoints. So I texted Michelle during the whole class. We talked about her HGOTY (haha) and about GG (greek god, thats what michelle calls him, ahahaha freaking michelle). It was for sure a very entertaining conversation. I love talking to Michelle. She is one of the funniest people I know. And I know you read my blog Yenna and Joy. So I hope you keep my secret. Cause i'm shy.





So now i'm sitting here in Starbucks by school. And well, Juliana Ramirez is in here but she hasn't said hi to me. But she just did so nevermind that. I'm trying to start a paper that is due tomorrow morning. I've read the story thats about it. Now I need to fill in a freaking worksheet but I don't know if I want to do that right now. So i'm sitting here with nothing to do basically. I need to go to the bank and whatnot but I dont feel like getting up. I need to pee too. And my battery is going to die soon. Maybe i'll just go home for a bit. Nahhh too much of a time and gas waster. But it is seeming like the best option right now.

I should totally do this. This is probably from postsecrets.

Magic, Witchcraft, and Religion

This class always gets the best of me. Always. Well, we finished The Serpent and the Rainbow. It was actually a pretty decent movie. Then we went onto lecture. I was shopping online for boots instead thouh. Haha I would. I was shopping and on Facebook while the rest of my class was learning about souls.

I drove home and I was pretty hungry on the way. I eventually decided just to go home and not get any food. So I got home and I knockedout. I woke up and it was already 3:05 and I was supposed to be at Pius at 3 to pick up the children. But I made it in time before they were shipped off to daycare. I was not feeling good at all. I felt light-headed, my stomach hurt, my head hurt. It was awful. So we came back home and I knocked out once again.

I woke up and America's Next Top Model was stilll on. Since like 12:30 in the afternoon. I woke up like at 5:30. Doesn't MTV ever get tired of showing re-runs of ANTM? I mean, everyone and their mothers have seen every episode of every cycle of that damn show.

I got some time to watch TV today, as you can tell. Well when ANTM was finally over, Paris Hiltons new show about the search for a new BFF came on. And it was a train wreck that I couldn't help watch. Really Paris Hilton?! How can you truly expect to find a BFF through a TV reality show?! It is for pure entertainment clearly. It was really dumb. I couldn't watch it anymore. So I channel surfed for 1 channel and came upon "the Smart Guy" on BET. I used to looovvveee that show!!! It brings back those feel good times of my childhood. OMG, that was gross. It feels weird when I say stuff like that.

That's all the happenings for today. I need to write a paper. So i'm going to start on that. I probably won't finish until an hour before it's due on wednesday but thats cool. I always pass with flying colors on all my papers. Thanks Rosary for an awesome English department that taught me good ;)

Bye bye.

And The Beat Goes On...

Today was a productive day. I should really get to sleep so i'll just make a list.
-Nikki and I talked today. And I am pretty sure after pretty much a whole year of fighting, we are actually officially done fighting. We have both said what we needed to say and it feels good to not be fighting. Its feels really really good to have my best friend back. I know I never really lost her, but it just feels good.
-Debut Practice. Ehhh, what is there really to say about that? That game we played today was dumb and I hated it. Mostly because there was so much physical activity involved. But thank you Jess and company for the pies for my birthday :)
-Dinner with the Woo family. I hate these dinners. But I got some gifts which is always nice. $200 from the g-ma Woo, $25 gift card to macy's from unc paul and tonie and the kids bought me a couple of pairs a jeans and some shirts. So it was nice.
-I feel really good right now.
-I'm pretty beat though.
-I do not want to work ever again.
-Especially at 415 in the morning.
-I love my best friend.
thats it. bye bye.

Feel Good Inc.

I have been having like 2 weeks of feeling good. And it all came to a halt today. I don't feel like speaking much, but here is a quick summary:
-I got into a texting fight with my best friend
-I came close to tears when I woke up this morning.
-Lunch with Albert
-Nap
-Work -_________________-

So now I am here waiting to see if Nikki really will come spend the night. I'm thinking it's a no but she said she would come. We'll see. I'm tired of work. Really tired of it. And this whole closing on saturday nights is not going to flow well with me. At all. I'm actually really mad about it. Furious. It makes me want to quit.

Well, i'm probably gonna knock the eff out now. Peace.

As Much

As much as I do not want to let this bother me, it does. I mean, it is my birthday. Not getting a call, text, or anything from your best friend does hurt. And for sure I am hurt. I haven't said much about it all day because I have been trying my best to be patient. But so far, nothing has come along. And it really does hurt my heart. But then, I take a step back and am thankful that Jack Torr and Scar spent the day with me. 

Scar, Miche Gualt, Jack Torr, Yenna spent the day with me. I walked for fitness this morning much to my dismay. I did not want to walk that hill of death. And today was the first time I walked alone cause Yenna was too pregnant to walk the hill -_- But it was nice. Then I came home. Waited for the others to arrive. Ate some cake, a cookie cake, more cake, and cookies all made for me ;] Then we headed to the Getty Center for a bit. I realized that I am in no way a museum person. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate art and the beauty of it. But museums are not for me. Well, we then sat in like an hour of LA traffic in order to get to Olvera Street. I kinda secretly love it there. It's so mexican, it's great! We had din din there and a mariachi sang to me [thanks jack torr]. We finally came home cause we were HELLA tired. 

We got home and everyone talked to Tonie for a while. Then when I went to my room, I saw all these balloons in my room. Kristy, Nate, and Tonie all put balloons in my room. Too cute or what? Apparently, Kristy planned the whole thing. What a cutie. 

So now I am here in bed. Tired as fuhhhhh. And abbout to knock out. Thank you to everyone that wished me a happy birthday: all the calls, texts, and whatever othere way it was wished. Welcome to the twenties.

Well

It's official. I'm 20. Strange strange feeling.

Borrego marked as 20. That's me.

I just called myself an animal.

I missed the office!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye Bye.

My Last Day As A Teenager

Wellll, I am almost 20. Not a teenager anymore. So weird on so many levels. But i'm excited for what my twenties will have in store for me. :)

Today I went to my econ class and we got our test back. I thought I for sure bombed that test. Turned out I got an A! Sweeeetttt! I was happy about that. After that class, I usually do not like going home cause I will get nothing done. So as I left the school parking lot, I decided to go tot eh beach. Thats right. I haven't been to the beach in ages. It felt so good to be back there. Got me some Secret Spot. It definately hit the spot in my tummy. I sat on the beach and read The Alchemist some more and thought about things for a bit. Then I left cause, believe it or not, it was cold at the beach.

I came back and went to the BP mall. Don't judge me. I ended up buying nothing. Story of my life. But, I went into Claire's and I was like maybe I should buy some earrings. So as I was in there, I was on the phone with Scar. Well this old g-pa and his spoiled granddaughter were in there and he kept INSISTING to talk to me. Clearly, i'm on the phone. so he kept making remarks to the cashier about how I was on the phone. It was kinda funny, kinda aggrevating. His g-daughter was cute. Spoiled, but cute.

I went to my logic class after the mall and we are watching a movie about Enron. I don't really care. I didn't pay attention at all. After class, I came home and knocked out. I was tired.

So I woke up and talked to Mich Gualt. Our conversations are always funny. Always. Haha. We talked about boys all day and how ridiculous we are. And we decided we are the Mexican and Filipino version of Rob and Big.

So, now I am going to go shopping for clothes cause I am too lazy to do laundry before tomorrow and quiet frankly, I just want new clothes. My birthday's tomorrow. Weeiiirdddd.

Bye bye.

April Showers

April showers bring lots of laughter. Thats for darn sure. Freaking April. That's all I can say. She is a crazy lady and the next month of closing with her on wednesdays will be well worth the wait.

Today was nothing special. But it was a unique day and I am thankful for that. I read more of The Alchemist. God I love that book.

In my anthro class, we are watching this movie about zombies or something of the sort. I wasn't paying attention to the movie but I was people watching in my class. And I realized, every single person in my class is weird. Like those weird nerdy geeky kids in middle school and high school. And once I came to that conclusion while still in class, I kinda freaked out inside. Haha.

I didn't really do much of anything today now that I think about it. But it felt really nice.

Well, in less than 24 hours, I will be 20 years young. This is my last day as a teenager. What can I do to make it special? No clue. O wellll.

Friday, Mich Gualt and Jack Torr are going to with me for my birthday in LA. All I really want to do in LA is go to Amoeba. But we'll see where the wind blows us. Happy Thursday morning!
Bye Bye

Update scmupdate

1. Ashley the whore is getting fired.
2. I like a boy.
3. I am just happy!
4. Still haven't gotten my saturday shift covered, but its still early in the week. Hopefully I get it covered. If not, the tattoo will be done on Sunday before debut practice ;)
5. My thighs are killllliing me. like killing. i can't squat or bend over (thats what she said)

It Is Freaking Hot!

If the weather is like this on Friday, I will for sure be spending my birthday at the beach! Cross you're fingers!

Well today I had my econ test. Don't think I did that great on it. What can you do? After I went to Starbs and started my logic homework. Scar called and we caught up on life then I went over to her house cause she's a lame-o and doesn't go to school. We played Rockband 2 for about 2 hours. It was nice. I went to school for my logic class. Blah blah blah.

Nothing really exciting happened except that it was hella hot today and I wore sweats and a sweatshirt. Not exactly the right wear for the day. O no?!

Well I came home a knocked out. I just woke up and debating on what to do before I go to work. I could watch "The Last Lecture," read "The Alchemist," or talk to tonie. I don't know which is better.

Peace

Macroeconomics

Today was a day. Nothing great. But interesting to say the least.

I went to work at 4:15 am. The usual on monday mornings. It was weird thinking "Hey, this is my last week as a teenager!" Weeeiiirdddd. Well, when I got to work, I heard the typical monday morning talk between Ering and Jennifer...Twilight this Twilight that. Really?! I am so tired of all the fuss over these books. I am really over them and I refuse, I repeat, REFUSE to ready them. Never. I don't even need to read them because of how much people talk about them.

Anyways, Irene is just the sweetest lady ever. Abuelita. She is too cute. A bit crazy, but cute. She is making me a birthday cake thursday night and I am so excited about it!!! "Her cakes are bombies! Well she just makes my morning. Yenna came in and she loooked HUGE! Huge in the sense of being pregnant. I left work, chilled at home for a minute, then went to school.

Today, I recently discovered the greatness of taking notes on your laptop. I am a very tangible person. I write things down so I can remember them better. But every monday morning, going to school right after work and writing pages and pages of notes after making billions of drinks takes a toll on my right wrist. I am already in the process of developing carpal tunnel. So note taking on the computer is the best.

Came home and knoccked the eff out. I finished The Last Lecture. I looovvveed this book. Amazing read. Very touching. I related to it so much cause of what he says about his kids living without a dad and i think of my brother and sister. This book gave me a new perspective on life and I am glad it opened my eyes. I have been very content with my life for a couple of weeks and i'm working hard for what I want. I've let go of that anger I have had for so many years. Especially towards my dad. I mean, why waste my energy on someone that can't spend energy on me? For sure it has taken me a while to learn this. And it doesn't only apply to my dad. I'm not mad or anything. I've just opened my eyes and looked at the life I have been leading. I'm more open and i will tell it like it is whether it hurts or not. This book is amazing. I definately recommend it for those bookworms.

I began studying for my Macroeconomics test. I got sooooo frustrated. It's not even funny. I sat there trying out these problems and I just got antsy and mad. So Tonie told me to go dance. So I did. I almost died. Really. Omg. Practice was the worst. I almost fell over, my thighs were giving out. I was thirsty, I was tired, and I was just done. It was weird seeing basically no one there. Literally no one. Michele, Shannon, Erin, Karee, Napua, Jessy, and thats about it. Strange strange.

So now i'm at home sitting on my bed getting ready to study hard. I really don't want to. But I need this grade.

4 days bitch!
peace

I Love No Other Way

Well yesterday I worked at 10 a.m. I closed the night before. I did NOT want to get out of bed just to go back to work. Duummmbbbb. But it was decent because Yenna and April were there and then Joy came. So it turned out to be nice.And I went home early. Sweeeettt. Then I went home, got ready and went to Kristy's show. She is too cute [don't tell her I said that]. She did an amazing job.

After I just came home cause I wasn't feeling too well. It's this crazy weather. First its like a billion degrees and then before you know it, its freezing and raining! WTF weather?! Freaking mother nature is screwing up in life. But I liked the much needed rain.

Theres not much planned for today except debut practice. Story of my life on sundays. And then I will read The Last Lecture some more/ study some more for my econ test. Nothing exciting.

5 more days til i turn the big 2-0. exciting. Still nothing planned except for saturday night. Hopefully i'll be getting my tattoo with Lynn [yennas momma]. I hope Tonie says yes.

Ughhh

So yesterday was a nice day. I got plenty if things done. We walked and watched a obesity movie. Well, obesity news broadcast. Same old stuff.

I went to pick up my check, went to WaMu. After WaMu, I went to BoA and opened a new checking account there. And I am getting a new Hello Kitty Card. I'm really excited for that.

Then I went to have lunch with Allan. I miss him! We talked about what has happened in his life. It was a sad, long, compicated story. Then I went to Barnes and got 2 new books. The Alchemist and The last Lecture. I'm really liking The Last Lecture. It's nice.

Then I went to work. And I think last night was the first time I did not like working there. I was miserable. Mostly I think because of the people I was working with. Eddie and Matt. Eddie just stresses me out cause he is a stress case. And bossy. And he explains everything he is doing. I don't need an explanantion for everything. Then Matt. He's nice. I dont really have any complaints about him.

Well, i'm really tired of working there. I don't like it. Sure it has only been a week or whatever. I don't know. Job search soon maybe? We'll see.
Peace.

A Thousand Times Over For You

I finished "The Kite Runner" today. It was such an amazing book. I really recommend it.

Yesterday was my day off. I went to class then went home and did homework/ studied all day. Nothing exciting.

Today i went to class on time for both of my classes. That's a pretty big deal. I'm a pretty big deal. Well, during my break, I spent a little time at Forest Lawn and visited Karl and Carl. I read the rest of "The Kite Runner" while I was at Carl's (my stepdads) site. Then I took the short walk over to Karl's site. He still has no head plate so I always feel uncomfortable standing at the grave that I think is his. And then I always tell myself, "it's the thought thats counts." And it's true. I could easily just have visited my stepdad and just drove off and gone to eat. Even to this day, still knowing Karl's headplate is not there, I continue to go visit him.

I've been thinkning about Karl a lot lately. More than I ever have. And I just breathe in and breathe out what was on his mind and what runs through my mind. Its very thought provoking.

So now, I have no book to read. I'm lost without having a book in my hand. Books other than my school textbooks. So tomorrow, i'm going to barnes and getting a new book. Then I will be content. And I will be having lunch with my bootime Allan. How I miss him!

I was talking about my birthday a lot today and decided that I didn't want a big celebration or anything. I'm really whatever about my birthday. 20. Nothing special. But here is a little list if you want to make my birthday special ;)
-MAC gift card
-Sephora gift card
-24 hour gym pass
-Urb gift card (Urban outfitters incase you didnt understand the abbreviation)
-A new car from Albert
- Shoes would be nice
-Some cute boots
-A new purse
-A spa day...i need it
-or money is always nice.

I'm going to find something to read now. Even though my eyes are really tired.
Peace