its been one hell of a week so far. interesting to say the least. the beach was all that i needed AND MORE on monday. i so much enjoyed it. it cleansed my soul and made me see some more of the light i have been heading towards. im ready to just devote my self to helping others. forget me. those less fortunate than me are in need and i can help. and that light just keeps getting bigger and bigger and more and more appealing.
i knew it was too good to be true. i dont know where things will go, so we will see. my wall is built up so high that of course i wont get hurt. i wont get hurt because i wont allow myself to believe it. and i knew i protect myself for a reason. ive been through so many dissapointments, whats one more going to do to me? absolutely nothing. its cool.
on a lighter note, apartment search is a go! it is so weird that we are looking for an apartment! it will be an interesting summer to say the least, but fun for sure. im ready for this step. and it will be a plus living near the ocean. 
this probably will NOT be the apartments we will live in, but it looks nice :] wish us luck!
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