Tomorrow is not promised today

I do not even know where to begin.
Well, yesterday when i woke up, i find out one of my former Pius classmates passed away. Shocker, i know. It was not the best way to start the day. I kept telling myself that it could not be true. It just couldn't be. I mean, he was in my class, my age, an awesome all around type of guy. How could this happen? Well, as the day went on, more and more info came pouring in. I hated it. The article in the OC Register was awful. I was so hard to read. I cannot grasp what has happened. It was and still is a sad day in the Pius community.
It is starting to get really hard [thats what she said]. But seriously, i have experienced so much in my life, in regards to death. And i hate it to say the least. I was not really close to him after Pius but we would run into each other at school and especially at the festival. I hate this feeling of "We should appreciate life more" only because someone passed away. We should always appreciate life no matter what is going on. Life is precious and after the billions of funerals and deaths and memorials i have been to in the past 5 years of my life, I can honestly say
I truly cherish my life and everyone in it.

On a lighter note, we went to look at apartments yesterday and we found the cutest one. But we are not settling for just this one, so the search will continue. We got Sprinkles cupcakes [mmmmmmm] and went to Ikea. It was a good day [after all the sadness]. After, hung out with Jessica! [i want to give a shout out to Jessica :)] We went to Guppies and had talks. It was nice. Then we went to the studio to pick up Trevor because apparently he was getting raped.

As we sat in the studio, I decided that I really miss dancing. Perhaps I will go on Monday. Just for fun. We talked to Tiana about how we live ridiculously close to each other. It was fun. Then I came home and crashed.

I do not really want to go anywhere today. I do want to go to the beach today. To clear my mind mostly. And right now, I will be heading to the car shop cause my freakin car. Eff my car! But hopefully it will be a good day.
peace!


R.I.P. Karl Packing. You will truly be missed.