So it goes

Summer is in full swing. But it feels weird, i'm not going to lie. A lot has happened, both good and bad. But it has mostly been not nice, from my eyes at least. It just does not feel right and I do not know what to do, feel, or say. So i'm just going to leave it at that. I mean, there is really nothing I can say about what is bothering me because it has already been said. I'm not mad about it by any means. It just feels.....odd. Not right. I don't know. Maybe it's just me.

On a lighter note, congrats to the Fell's for the news on their new bundle of joy coming early 2009. I'm pretty excited for them. I mean, I've been waiting for this moment for forever! What a great way to wake up this morning. Thanks Jenna and Matt for making my day that much better.

I'm wearing my wrist brace right now and it is so hard to type. You could say I hate it. But Rene was right. I should take care of my wrists because they are pretty important and useful.

I don't know why I've been so down in the dumps lately. It's almost like a super down in the dumps type of feeling. I don't even know why i'm feeling like this and I don't know how to fix it. Honestly, I just think i'm lonely even though I am probably the farthest I have ever been from lonely. I am constantly surrounded by those that love me, especially my friends. So why am I feeling like this? I may be scared. Well, I guess I just have to let the flames burn and rise from the ashes.